complications.

people are strange sometimes.
and the thing is you cant get in their heads, either, so no matter how many 'theories' you make, or what you think they're thinking...
you never know if its true.
and you dont know who to believe!
something tells me its de ja vu, all this stuff happening with control, and friends, and seizure and whatever is happening right now.

and i keep telling myself that i should just let go, and just be happy with what i have, what people i have by me...
and to not miss what i've obviously lost...
but it feels like one moment we're awkward, and the next moment we were best friends.

what happened to you? i never knew you guys were such GREAT friends.
pushing everyone away...pulling everyone in...
blagh.

holler.