020709.

i realized that feelings can get hurt easier than people around here think.
it could be just something you say, without thinking
or something you mean to be a joke...
but even so, feelings can be hurt.

And once in a while, when someone accidentally hurts your feelings, or thinks they hurt your feelings,
It hurts them too.
thats one heck of an awesome person, right?
yes, she is.
hugs make people feel alot better.
knowing that someone is there, someone cares, someone will help.
thanks (:

everyone's a sinner. how you face that sin is up to you. but there's one way that God likes more;
the confession. We confess what we did wrong, and we pray for God to have mercy on us.
'Fess up. You've got nothing to lose.

the end.

through the year,
many scars have been cut,
many feelings hurt,
many ties severed...
and sometimes i look back and wonder what would have happened if none of that had happened...

but then i take ahold of reality
realize they did happen
and nothing i can do can change that
so at the end of the year
we'll just hold our heads up

and take whatever's coming,
as one.

complications.

people are strange sometimes.
and the thing is you cant get in their heads, either, so no matter how many 'theories' you make, or what you think they're thinking...
you never know if its true.
and you dont know who to believe!
something tells me its de ja vu, all this stuff happening with control, and friends, and seizure and whatever is happening right now.

and i keep telling myself that i should just let go, and just be happy with what i have, what people i have by me...
and to not miss what i've obviously lost...
but it feels like one moment we're awkward, and the next moment we were best friends.

what happened to you? i never knew you guys were such GREAT friends.
pushing everyone away...pulling everyone in...
blagh.

holler.

hiiii.

first time! just got it cause i was boreddd, and yeahh [:
and decided that it might be fun- later in my life.
hopefully i wont regret this.
now i just need one of my deep moment to come and whack me in the face.
thats when im usually deep + stuff. some people would know, haha (:
yay!
blah. holler. homework time again. >[